Wednesday, June 21, 2006

hahaha.. sooooooooo long never blog le.. haha.. maybe got tired le ba.. or maybe no time... busy playing and studying i huess.. haha.. the last time i realli blogged was half a yr ago.. haha.. wondered anyone saw my blog.. haha..

ha. our situations are getting better since tt day niece msged me "u can tok to her le, she's ok le.." haha.. tt was months ago too.. wondered izzit true anot.. haha. tt time i did not feel so happy.. wondering y when i should.. although it gives me a chance to re-make frens wif her, it came after i told the white lie.. haiz.. maybe i should really give up? hahaha...

since i toked to her a long long time ago after a long long break, haha, it seems abit awkward still.. haha.. facing someone whom i lyk yet have to show otherwise... maybe im just zi qi qi ren.. haha.. watever lah.. now occationally still have chance to tok to her good enough le.. haha.. but everytime still being made fun of by classmates.. though most of them dunno the truth.. haha..

sometime in may was her birthday.. initially tot of just pass the day lyk a normal day without doing anything.. just in case got any awkward situations.. but in the end, something still happen.. haha.. the day b4 her birthday i had tuition as usual.. when going for break, my phone rang.. "buy cake" haha... yah.. tt's wat i did... chose one tt seems quite nice... my taste's not bad.. haha... my classmates enjoyed the cake, plus all the making fun of her and me.. felt very awkward but couldnt do anything.. just wanted to end the celebrations fast, just to end her embarrassment... then after tt everything went on as per normal... haha.. normal..

suddenly i felt as if i couldnt stay low profile anywhere.. haiz.. had the most attention and top profile in cat high, then came yj wanted to have as low a profile as possible.. but found it impossible.. haha.. u noe why lah ah.. haha.. seems lyk pple i dunno will also noe me.. haha... dunno is a good thing or a misfortune. haha.. hope it's good ba.. haha..

recently read an online novel, very very good.. although very very vulgar.. haha.. bought the book to read the last 3 chapters.. they dont show online.. abit cheat pple hor.. but ok lah.. worth it. haha.. should go and read it.. though abit crappy, but it seems quite real too.. haha.. maybe i toking crap myself.. haha..

now having holi... going to end soon le.. once it end is block test.. haiz.. better dont tok bout it.. if not i going to stress myself up again.. haha.. better to stay happy.. haha.. world cup is on the go now.. going to support france and italy.. hahaha.. france seems to be dying off.. haha.. hope they can trash togo.. haha..

wah.. first time typed so much.. haha.. time to go back to physics.. haha.. shall end here.. :)(:


"There was once a matchstick who scratched its head. Then it died." ;-)



Saturday, March 25, 2006

dotz dotz dotz......



Tuesday, January 31, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENS AROUND THE WORLD!!! HAHA... :)

wah.. super long never blog le.. haha.. since last yr dec ah.. must be very bored see muy blog everytime the same old few postings rite.. haha.. no choice.. too busy wif school work le.. and bbaLL training.. every mon, wed and fri.. abit tiring.. then go home dont even have time to finish school work.. haha.. siao liaoz.. haha..

new yr holi ends just lyk tt.. in a flash.. after this should be study all the way le... should be no time to do other things ah... no time to chase gal, to date, to play... everyday should be just bball and maths and physics.. haha..

bout the gal i mentioned in previous postings rite.. haiz... super mah fan now... think lyk tt sae should be the most appropriate.. i love her, but i have to act tt i dont now.. haiz.. very frustrating.. now shall just make our relationship better.. in the sense of being frens.. haiz...

anyway, today is chu 3, i wish everyone have a prosperous and a happy yr ahead.. :)

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i wonder is it rite to change.. after nearly half a yr for one... changing now seems feasible.. but i wonder whether my heart realli wants to change.. i am going to be vexer alr.. but if i dont change does the previous one have any fruit?? there is still a chance if i change.. i dunno.. i realli dunno.. is it rite? wat will the others say..?

today is 27th dec 2005.. another few days will be new yr.. christmas just ended.. holi homework have not been done.. haha.. wondering how to finish if i dont start soon.. i hope next yr will be a reat yr for me.. pri 2, sec 2, have been the best yrs for each stage of education for me... Catholic High School.. 2H, 2-5 are the best class.. i hope, i think 205 will be the best class too.. at least for me.. 2006......

i wish here to anyone who is reading my blog and everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)



Tuesday, November 15, 2005

very long never blog le... coming here to seek peace onli.. haha..

got back promos result today.. did quite well i think except for physics.. haiz.. wanted to take physics s paper.. no hope le.. haha.. anyway the class have 2 kena.. kena r... u should noe wat lah. 1 was quite expected.. not say bad or wat lah.. the other is my good sis cum niece... dunno y i feel so bad although i promoted... i feel very sad tt niece got r.. dunno y.. first time saw the gal always in my mind dropped tears.. (the gal is not niece..) i was very shocked then... she just turned ard with her face all red... i suddenly felt so xing suan... i wanted to go there and just comfort her.. but i noe she wont want my presence there at that period of time.. i believe.. i immediately went out of the classroom..

been feeling so low since reaching home... seeing niece kena seemed lyk it's me who kena... i realli dunno why i feel this way... maybe i realli took her as my sibling... wanted to cal her the whole day to tslk to her but i think she should be discussing everything with her parents and her bf.. i should not interfere with watever thing at this time..

first it was 4 gals.. 1 left in june.. and now we have onli 2 left.. situation is going to be very very very jiang if the 2 of us doesnt sort out... onli 2 gals left and there stands one that i lyked so much.. so much.. without niece helping me i dunno wat can i do.. is there any way for me to sort things out b4 next yr...? she said she wanted to concentrate the last time i asked her... when next yr comes, its even worse isnt it... worst its one whole yr... i realli getting vexer and vexer... haiz...

shall end here...

"if there is someone needed to be sacrificed, do not let it be someone i know."



Saturday, September 10, 2005

im in deep trouble... im trapped... i like someone very much.. initially i tot it was onli puppy love like b4.. (everyone does) but this time is for real... i have been dreaming bout her for the past few days... i am very troubled bcoz i dont even noe how does she think bout me.. i dont dare to ask and i can onli relieve my stress on my good frens... onli the 2 of them noe.. then now matters are blown up...

have been daoed by her for dunno how many times le.. pple say is bcoz the matter is blown up till she becomes embarrassed... i hope so.. then tt day when we went out my fren say maybe she liked someone... dunno true anot.. but i now seriously hope that i can be wif her... in my dream i have such wonderful memories wif her.. i hope it come true... can anyone help me think of how i can help myself...? i reallli dont wish to carry on stressing on such matters when promos are coming... i believe she also dont want to bother herself wif such things now... now is either i woo her or clear up the tales... but i realli want to be wif her... seriously.. nevermind if u dont feel anything for me.. but pls tell me.. its torturing... dont be scared of me if u are.. i wont do anything to u if u dont lyk me...

looking ard, it seems that most of my frens wif their gf are all meet then lyk each other.. dunno how come they can be so lucky... they ask me to treat her better but how when she doesnt look at me when i talk to her..? how when i dunno what she thinks bout me? how, when the news seem so unreal to others but its actually so real..??? can anyone pls help me.... :(

yah its u.. the one who dont let me sit.. compact..........



"love can bring happiness but it also can torture someone.."



Saturday, August 13, 2005

this will be a very short yet meaningful blog...


dont remember the existence of time.. just remember that even if the next second is doom day for the world, this second u and ur love ones are together.. this is the important truth.. there's onli 1 truth, and that is that during this second, we are together....